Saturday, December 13, 2008
no worries dear.
i bought the tix so YAY,
blueoranges are gonna watch "Do Not Disturb" next sunday!
i promise to blog here more frequently.
my last post was in september oops!
anyway roomie i'm in a deep dilemma sigh.
you know what..
i don't really feel like staying in ntuband anymore.
stupid right.
i feel like joining the saints alumni band instead.
the pracs are every sat night.
you see.. i feel more at home in the saints band.
my good friend (who's playing the sax) wants to join too.
and i want to join with her!
many of my juniors are there as well!
cos you know, i'll feel much happier when i'm playing with people i truly care about.
but in ntuband.. RAWR i don't feel close to anyone.
esp in my section.
i don't look forward to band pracs anymore.
it's really damn sad.
and so different from my time in sajcband, when i looked forward to almost every prac.
but now i can't join both ntuband & alumni band
cos it'll be too tiring for me.
my entire sat will be swamped with band.
and you know how hiong my course is (esp sem 2).
sian la i don't feel like staying in ntuband anymore.
but i can't just quit like that.. cos i'm the pnp person.
ARGH.
maybe i'll leave after my pnp stint is over.
then go join alumni :D
sorry.
just ranting alot here.
i've been feeling so so troubled over this for quite long alr.
OOPS JUST REALISED THIS IS SO PERSONAL.
i hope no one from band ever reads this.
this.. personal dilemma. lol.
on a side note:
i have something else to tell you!
but this is way too personal to write here heh.
tell you when i see you.
♥ chased chase @
10:09 PM
