The Chronicles of 3-2-51 (:

2010-01-15T23:03:00.002+08:00

guess what!
i bought a holga camera!
a red gcfn120.
:D
anyway can i ask you
do you know how to process the film yourself,
or scan the processed film yourself?
you learned it in the darkroom module right?

phototrip someday soon?
havent seen you for ages. :(

2009-12-30T23:07:00.001+08:00

you confronted me at a very wrong time.

just when i was so vexed over many other stuff.

you have no idea.

2009-12-26T17:40:00.002+08:00

haha okkkkk, how was your christmas? =)
I intended to sleep/emo christmas eve and christmas away
but ended up going shopping with a friend on the eve and going out with aaron on xmas itself!
aaron is being weirdddd, like he's behaving like a bf.
dunno wad he's thinking. :X

haha anyway you mean the week from 3-9 jan ah?
when does school starts!
and which 3 days is your 3 days week? LOL
your timetable confirm already?
i'm still waiting for my acceptance letter..
what if it doesn't come..haha then i'm screwed..
ohwells.

wanna go art museum? i havent visited there for a long time.
the last time was with you!
we can eat at the cheap coffee shop =)
and yeah dark knight! and persona, remember?
and huan zhu ge ge! haha you watching any shows now?

hehe wow dot the driver!
i totally forgot all about learning driving. >.<
the btt need money also right?
you going to learn manual or auto?
private or school de?
i think i will continue to procrastinate
and just stick to daytona, for now :X

2009-12-26T01:17:00.006+08:00

haha i'm free on the 30th. (:

but actually.. i'll be more free the week before school starts.

have i told you?

i'll be going JB on 1-2jan for some church retreat.

anyway, thanks to uncontrolled shopping,

i'm severely broke! sigh.

if we were to go out.. i'm afraid we have to do something cheaper.

no more escape for now. ):

the cheapest is to come my house!

eat home-cooked food & watch shows!

remember our half-watched dark knight, which we never did complete? hahahaha.

yes results are coming! noooooo.

you know what.. i got myself a three-day week next sem.

when i want a three-day week, i don't have.

when i don't want a three-day week, i have. -.-

haha anyway i know how you feel, about how weird you feel about giving stuff to friends you're not v close to. but you know what? even though you're not a christian & you don't believe in the cause of christmas, but to many people (and even to us christians), other than the joyous celebration of the birth of Jesus Christ, we also believe that christmas is a season of love and giving!

that i'm sure you believe too right? (:

so perhaps you should be brave & ignore those weirdness and give everyone a little something! to show your love even to people you're not close to, so that they can feel the warmth of christmas as well!

ohyes i haven't told you!

i signed up for my BTT already!

it's on 22nd jan.

haven't started studying man.

haven't even bought the book to study lor.

i'm so dead man.

and can you imagine dot the driver? NO WAY.

2009-12-23T13:49:00.003+08:00

roomieeeee can you make it on the 26th or 30th?
i can't on 27th, got a birthday cum christmas party to attend!:X

so today's wednesday! how's your cards making? (:
me ar, I don't have any ideas yet..and i don't really have people to give to :(
maybe just the special few lor. but its kind of hard to decide to give or not when there are people you are closer to than others in a clique cos you don't want the others to feel bad. :X and there are some whom you probably won't meet up with, until long after christmas which is quite weird to give then. lol!

christmas is coming!
(and december is ending and 2009 is ending and new year is coming and results are coming too, and then school is starting. :X)

roomie i miss you we need to go out more, more photo/artsy/hang out trips please x)

loveeee.

NO pinguan is DOT'S.

2009-12-20T21:03:00.003+08:00

thanks roomie. (:
so sweet la.

anyway i haven't started on my foamboard gift making yet!
i'm sharing with one of my church friends.
she's coming over on wed.. gonna make cards together!
how about you?
what's your christmas gift idea?

btw i don't think i can make it on 28th!
remember i told you my mum took leave those few days?
she wants to make 28th & 29th our spring cleaning day.
hmmm. are you free on 27th instead?
it's a sunday.
was thinking maybe can go in the afternoon, after my church! (:
that is, if you're free.

last but not least,
I LOVE PIN GUAN! HAHAHAHA.

pinguan is mine ok

2009-12-18T19:58:00.002+08:00

"kbox with roomie, FINALLY! after all our lunch/dinner/outing dates that were unfulfilled and all the unfated misses of each other (her being at hall7 & can B, me being at ADM library) during the school semester we finally met up! It was oldies most of the time, we sang 张学友，张信哲，郭富城，周华健! & rekindled my fangirl-love-since-the-campus-concert for 品冠 (: We met jin after that for princess and the frog, me likes the twists and bug & the star. lots of camwhoring with alvin and the chipmunks, THEY ARE SO CUTE CAN. I was so tempted to bring them home with me hahaha, and then guess who we met! LEEHOM! SO SHUAI. hahaha a stereoform standup of leehom advertising for chicken essence which looks quite real. Was tempted to bring that home with me too. x)"

loveyouroomie. that day was way too rushed, i love the long walks, from marina to cathay, those midnight hall walks when it was super cooling at night..i wish we had more time to talk and catch up, soon ok? btw roomie, it was super concidental, that night we decided to go escape, aaron asked me to go escape the next day. I didn't go, it was super weird lah, cos he had always refused to go last time. ohwells.

how's your stereoform boards gift making? I remember you taught me how to use the thinner to make prints on christmas cards, and the room stinks of the thinner smell, and we used up the last drop of the bottle of thinner, haha miss those days so much! hehe I just thought of something, maybe we should have use the thinner smell to combat our neighbours smoking by drowning the toilet with thinner :P woo revenge. hehe I'm so mean. :X

2009-12-13T18:36:00.004+08:00

hello i'm here to update the blog!

it's kinda sad how we stopped blogging here once we stopped becoming roomies. ):

I MISS THOSE HALL DAYS!

heart-to-heart chats, pouring out our insecurities to each other, whispering secrets of crushes to each other, going high over random songs while doing work, taking random photos in the room (like the jumpshots that jialiang & feng said we were siaozhabors), taking walks around ntu & camwhoring in adm, suppers at extension+ahlianbeehoon+ahfang which we got lost while gettting there, going downstairs to buy soya bean (for me la), eating bei mianz in the room together, getting pissed off with our toiletmates ("they never flush again! -.-"), chasing chase away, TEH PENG, manymany more.

we seriously haven't met much the previous semester. sometimes even when we talk on msn, it all seemed very rushed & short too. things have changed quite abit for me, & i'm sure for you as well. it's just that we lack updates about each other.

i really hope our friendship & that wonderful momentum from our hall days keeps up. i promise to make more effort, you too okay? i don't wanna lose this precious friendship cos i know i'll be very upset. & i'm sure you'd be too.

last but not least, love you roomie. (:

=X

2009-02-05T02:22:00.003+08:00

AHHHHH.
I'm having more and more candies.
and things of that sorts nowadays.
help!
hahaha. :X

instances in school.
or even just now while walking past block 3.
even the slightest interaction feels good.
maybe it's stress.

heh.
maybe I miss him.
leading to this? :X

2009-01-07T14:19:00.003+08:00

思念
想念
绝不
难忘

fishball

2009-01-05T14:55:00.002+08:00

Happy 2009 blue oranges!

-yawns-
Can't believe we slept at 6+am on our first night back to hall.
tofuloves! douf & pinky <3 so cute! xD

wo yao kuai le!
haha the indian michael! LOL

siann I got boring lecture at 9am tml morning.

let's go!
we can't!
why not?
we are waiting for Godot!
Ahh.
(We do not move.)

The next day.

wo hai yao kuai le~~
ehhh I feel like going kbox lahhhhh. & Ponyo!
boing boinks~! poinkyooous! xD
-bounces off-

If I'm a ball would you catch me? (:

bah.

2008-12-22T00:33:00.002+08:00

sigh.
don't know why i'm feeling so down.
dementors?
like i can never be happy again.

cheer up, dot, smile! (:
you're singing carols later.
you should do so with a cheerful heart.

maybe i'm about to have my thing.
lol.
PMS.

2008-12-17T15:55:00.002+08:00

hee think u kinda decided already right? just need to think about how to approach ur pres. :X good luck yea. (:

fishball but..
I miss our midnight randomness and artistic photoshoots. :(
Remember the playground we passed on the way to the SUN with feng that time?
I wanna go there play and take nice artistic playground photos.
The next time you're in hall let's go do that k? (:

u went to the Japan media festival again on Sunday?
I recommanded to my friends, they went and said it was too crowded to try the different games and stuff. and the curators couldn't explain stuff either because there were too many people.
I'm glad we went on Friday! and played all the Wii games haha!

anyway are you free tml 18th December? (:
Just trying my luck, you busy gal! hahaha
I miss u lah.
and and and when are u going to bring me to the printing lab and teach me how to do the thinner thing!
let's do our cards together! (assuming you haven't finish them lah haha)

ohya, chase seemed to be getting thinner.
dunnno why. LOL!
kkkk think I should get going for the Xmas party preparation!

ARGH.

2008-12-17T15:25:00.003+08:00

why i should stay in ntuband
1) responsibility as pnp; i'll feel very irresponsible if i leave. who's gonna take over me if i leave?

2) bandmates will be disappointed in me, especially my section-mates & the exco members.

3) a chance to pursue musical excellence twice a week; can improve in my playing

4) netherlands.

5) who knows? maybe i'll find close friends in band over the years?

why i shouldn't stay in ntuband
1) ADM saps away too much of my energy every week. by the time i go for band, i'll be too tired already. but unlike band, ADM stuffs are compulsory.. it's my education and i can't abandon it.

2) i want to be more committed in church; the kingdom of God is way more important than any thing else.

3) i could use the band prac time to do my work, so that i don't have to work till late all the time. I ALWAYS HAVE NOT ENOUGH TIME TO FINISH MY WORK SIAN.

4) i have choir prac on fri nights; but because of band prac on sat, i'm forced to return back to hall for an extra day. it's quite lonely sometimes. and the fact that there's prac the next morning makes it almost impossible to get much work done. if no ntuband, i can go home right after choir!

5) i want to join saints alumni band; it's on sat nights & the location's near my house. lugging my instrument all the way to potong pasir won't be that much of a problem. and and, i want to join because of friends there. and in sajcband, i learnt that it's important that you play the music for the people you love.

6) i can keep my instrument at home! (: next time if not staying hall, do i have to lug my instrument all the way to ntu every week? damn heavy please.

7) i want to keep up with my sax lessons with jefferson. it's gonna be real tough if i always keep the instrument in hall due to ntuband.

8) i don't feel at home in ntuband; don't feel close with anyone. actually if there're people i love in the band, all of the above won't really matter that much to me. you know what i mean.

9) basically i just don't feel happy staying in ntuband.

thanks supei!

2008-12-14T21:10:00.003+08:00

oh my roomie thanks!
that's great advice/sharing. (:
ohwell.
guess i'll just see how things go when school starts.

anyway i should be going hall on tues night.
staying over till wed.
will you be there?
you have the christmas party on wed night right?
i have cca. =X

btw i went for the japan media arts festival again.
mwahaha.
played wii again. as usual. LOL.
fun fun fun! :D

2008-12-14T00:27:00.002+08:00

hey roomie,
a looooong time ago,
I was actually warned about it by gary tang and seniors in theatre club nanyang.
Many said that they won't join theatre again in JC, because they know that it would definately be different, and they don't want it to ruin their passion for theatre. Its about keeping beautiful memories the way they are.

I didn't really get it at that time, I thought passion is just going for it no matter what.
I joined theatre again.
I would say that tcn definately hold the fondest memories. The bonds with people and the whole are the closest too.
theatre experiences in jc are more technical, its good in the sense that performing skills definately improved. There are more exposures, more variety, more opportunities. But also more politics and more competitions.
The magical feeling that was always there no matter what role I played backstage or acting in TCN is no longer the same.
Times I wondered, would it be better if I followed the path of most of my tcn seniors.

Ultimately I think I learned that passion for a craft should not be affected by the people involved, although it still does to a certain extent la. perhaps thats why I'm still enthu abt joining theatre stuff tho Im now aware of the many potential politics and stuff in it. But like what tang used to say, its passion that brings and unites every diverse person together. especially when performing arts people tend to have strong personalities and sense of self.

seriously why stay if you're unhappy? sure there's the responsibility..but sometimes I guess you need to watch out and care more for yourself than others.. society seemed to mould people into that anyway.

to sum it up..dont think so much and just go with your heart! (:

PS: when are u coming back to hall?! miss ya!

2008-12-13T22:09:00.004+08:00

no worries dear.
i bought the tix so YAY,
blueoranges are gonna watch "Do Not Disturb" next sunday!

i promise to blog here more frequently.
my last post was in september oops!

anyway roomie i'm in a deep dilemma sigh.
you know what..
i don't really feel like staying in ntuband anymore.
stupid right.
i feel like joining the saints alumni band instead.
the pracs are every sat night.

you see.. i feel more at home in the saints band.
my good friend (who's playing the sax) wants to join too.
and i want to join with her!
many of my juniors are there as well!
cos you know, i'll feel much happier when i'm playing with people i truly care about.
but in ntuband.. RAWR i don't feel close to anyone.
esp in my section.
i don't look forward to band pracs anymore.
it's really damn sad.
and so different from my time in sajcband, when i looked forward to almost every prac.

but now i can't join both ntuband & alumni band
cos it'll be too tiring for me.
my entire sat will be swamped with band.
and you know how hiong my course is (esp sem 2).

sian la i don't feel like staying in ntuband anymore.
but i can't just quit like that.. cos i'm the pnp person.
ARGH.
maybe i'll leave after my pnp stint is over.
then go join alumni :D

sorry.
just ranting alot here.
i've been feeling so so troubled over this for quite long alr.

OOPS JUST REALISED THIS IS SO PERSONAL.
i hope no one from band ever reads this.
this.. personal dilemma. lol.

on a side note:
i have something else to tell you!
but this is way too personal to write here heh.
tell you when i see you.

2008-12-09T02:20:00.003+08:00

Okies, I finally here to revive this blog HAHA.
went to Cityhall today, they shifted the conceige!
and and I wanted to buy the tickets for roomie and I,
but was utterly embarrassed and shocked when the guy calculated and came up with a grand total of $66. I think.
eeks, cos I didn't have enough cash on me.
and I can't redraw money either.
so uhh roomie we don't have the tixs yet.
I asked and he did say there's quite a lot of tickets available tho, so it should be okay. (:

Been going out everyday the past week.
But this coming week dont really have much plans.
But blueoranges do have a date on Friday! yayness(:

Christmas is coming soon! and then..RESULTS would be out. I'm scared, cos I think I screwed up bad. but what to do. one week to get over the post-results depression and then..school will start again!

2008-10-03T04:25:00.003+08:00

recess week is over!
SO FAST
bring back
oh bring back
oh bring back my recess to me, to me!!

-bursts into random songs- HAHA

when are u getting your Mac?! so cool lors. I want also.
sian la, we are sleeping later and later.
:( not good!

2008-09-22T22:23:00.002+08:00

HELLO MY DEAR MEOWS.
jiayou for this week okay?
and the coming weeks.
yeah.
let's 熬过 this busy period!
(busy period for you now, mine's when schools starts =X)

GAMBATTE!! nixingde.

sian.
i suddenly have no inspiration to blog.

btw have i told you?
i may be getting a macbook soon!
woots so exciting!! (:

dots

2008-09-11T00:42:00.000+08:00

Dor says Hi and she's HIGH on dots.

roomie i love you k, pls dont die.

2008-09-08T12:37:00.002+08:00

A random picture:

roomie!

i dont feel like going for lit later. haha

maybe i'll go on alternate weeks. ;)

laptop batt is almost flat anyway..

no point in going la hor?

hais. me in tutorial now.

susposed to be doing work.

but i cannot stand it already!

hahaha

ohwells.

i cant wait for lunch!

hehh.

20 more mins to go..

wasted 100 minutes liao -.-

ehh anyway i saw ur blog.

so did anything happen during dinner on sat?

haha! -winks-

someone's snatching u away from me..

dont care..i must date u out! :P

2008-09-06T00:56:00.001+08:00

roomie cheer up.
i know i can't stop you from being emo,
cos i'm feel myself falling as well.

but still,
thanks for the heart-to-heart talk last night. (:

walala~

2008-09-05T00:54:00.002+08:00

I love this photo! (:
Midnight fishing for fishballs.
uhhh..okaaay. haha

Today I have no work! hee.
naughty dorothy says she got work but she's not doing work.
hmmmmph.
haha let me stress you.
I SHALL START ON MY LIT ESSAY!
(at least u got a gd teacher lors. hehh)

recess week is coming soon!
time passes so quickly dont you agree?
I think they would probably give us a lot of work right?
school holidays were never really holidays..=(
but lets go out at least once? :D
maybe ESCAPE or sth. haha like finally. lol!

Im still feeling terribly full!

PS: For recording sake, Feng shall bring dorothy to Wala wala on her 20th birthday!
and I shall go too! YAYY! (:

classical music

2008-08-28T02:20:00.005+08:00

listening to some super dramatic classical piece now.

it's called solveigs lied!
DOR IS IN LOVE WITH CLASSICAL MUSIC!! (:
i realised so many of them are actually familiar tunes,
like ode to joy, requiem, turkish rondo, eine kleine nachtmusik, ...
can't really match the names to the tunes but HAHA.

yawns.
dor is gonna sleep early tonight.
and early means 2plus am! (:
hee hee.

so much homework sigh.
i wonder how i'm gonna cope when band starts.
cos i'm the type of bandie that needs alotalot of practise.
& once i start i can't stop.
in sajc i can self-prac at the quiet spot outside bandroom from 3-7pm one.
i miss those days!

but haha.
nanyang house also not bad la.
just that i dunno how i'm gonna handle everything,
with the insane workload & stressful band pracs bombarding me next time.

i just hope all these hiongness won't kill my passion for both band & art.
eh meows, roomie's gonna become a zombie soon.
hope you don't mind k?

listening to turkish rondo makes me feel like watching the truman show all over again.

you are the music while the music lasts.

2008-08-26T03:43:00.003+08:00

Roomie is HIGH!
Midnight randomness(:
Love those photos we took.
From ghostly jump shots to colourful bandage.

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
yummae laksa!!!!!
KBOX!!!!
zihigh. (:
dor rocks.

see..told cha roomie is high.

i just finished your laksa.
hee hee.
okay la jk.
i stink. =(((
NO LA>
i so xiang, where got stink. hee hee.
roomie is dying of lame-attack!

................................................................
faster upload photos la u.

deep shit

2008-08-25T03:09:00.001+08:00

we're in deep shit.
sigh.

roomie stop laughing.

im a poet

2008-08-22T04:26:00.002+08:00

Hahaha dorothy is a nice person. (:
nice people are easily bullied.
Supei is also a nice person. (:
who likes to bully nicer people.
HAHA

Still intending to deliver the fifty bucks to Xingwei.
He's still awake! =X
its 430am now.
this time last week, roomie is probably sleeping at home.
this time last week, I drank whisky, beer and vodka.
this time this week, roomie is blow drying her hair.
this time this week, Im blogging away.

roomie and I both have 330 class tml.
roomie ends at 430.
I end at 630.

I realised this entry has a standard form and structure.
I realised Im thinking about lit and cinema studies.
I realised this entry could be a poem.
I realised a poem could be this entry.

baabaablacksheephaveyouanywool
yessiryessirthreebagsfull

randomness, yet again.

2008-08-22T02:29:00.002+08:00

dor is in the midst of an extremely mind-draining msn convo.
helpppp save me.
william blake's waiting for me!

but aiyah.
actually he's also quite poor thing la.
sigh sigh.
what else can i do other than to be a listener?

IT'S TOUGH BEING A NICE PERSON SOMETIMES.

2008-08-22T00:54:00.002+08:00

wo bu shi men!
(translation: i am not a door!)

haha.

you know, i'm really thankful for my roomie.
now that we're so far away from our homes & families,
she's the closest thing to home i can get.
i'm quite thankful to have her as my roomie, instead of someone i barely know.

our time in hall has been pretty fun so far.
we sleep, we eat, we brush teeth, we study (or try to), we zi-high, we talk crap, we chase chase away, we sing-along to favourite tunes, we go for night walks, we try to stalk banglas, we invite people into our room to chase chase away and fix our laptops, we crap on msn while seated next to each other (HAHA), we go grocery-shopping, we decorate our room with food, many many more.

an example of our very lame msn convo.

dor: eh i'm hungry.
supei: let's eat bei mian!
dor: YESS, use mine or yours?
supei: mine lor.
dor: okay cool.
(few minutes later, both still never move)
dor: let's go get hot water.
supei: okay!
(many minutes later, both still never move)
supei: wanna go now?
dor: okay okay! hungryyyyyyy.
(many many minutes later, both still never move)
dor: EH CAN WE GO OR NOT!?!
supei: haha okay!

something like that la.

我陪你走到最后...
even though i almost wanted to kill you for saying the wrong things to the wrong person that night.
roomie you owe me a treat!

friendship

2008-08-19T23:16:00.005+08:00

door...

HAHA.
that was on purpose. :P

-switches on reflective/emo mode-

when I was young..I remember
from parents from books from teachers..
that they say the best friendships are formed in secondary school days.
and they say when you go uni its hard to form real friendship that would stick with you throughout your life.
as the saying goes..
friends forever.

do you believe in forever friends?

i guess cos in uni a class doesnt really stick as a class, if there is a class to start off with.
and as people grow older, more innocence are lost..
and u start seeing the ugly side of the world and people.
what with all the politics and stuff..
(I know there's hall politics..and I hate it.)

ANYWAY
on our tshirt design idea..
my cousin, age 14 beat us to it.-.-
but they are just buying and selling la..
but they seemed to be doing well!
a lot of ppl ordering from them.
check it out:
http://www.shopping-oh.blogspot.com/
quite cheap.hehs

meows.

hall prod sorrow

2008-08-17T16:39:00.006+08:00

DOR GOT REJECTED BY HALL PROD!
ahhhhhhh.
cries cries cries.
): ): ): ): ):

i'll cry me a river
that leads to your ocean
you never see me fall apart..

in the words of a broken heart
it's just emotions taking me over
caught up in sorrow
lost in the song
but if you don't come back
come home to me darlingggg

don't you know that nobody's left in this world to say goodnight.
goodnight night night
goodnightttttttt.....

eh ya.
but i should have expected it la.

maybe it's just not meant to be.
maybe you're born with it.
maybe it's maybelline.

chase cheer

2008-08-14T03:15:00.002+08:00

This is a chase.

Nanananana~

Chase away the chase.

Nanananana~

Now there is no more chase.

Hahahahaha~

dor's virgin post

2008-08-14T02:57:00.002+08:00

dor goes crazy over jay sometimes you know.
you know you know.
i know you know.

why so serious?
you know I AM SERIOUS.

sirius black!

My Virgin Post

2008-08-14T02:10:00.000+08:00

the ABCs of News Writing: Accuracy, Balance, Clarity.

eeps. hahaha I'm a proud mugger. (:

Blue-oranges are oranges that are blue in colour.
Blue as in the colour of senerity. Not sad oranges. Oranges are bright cheery creatures.

如果难过请你忘了我~
hahahah not emo, just 2 Jay fans in the hidden room of 3251.

This is so random. Random is good. Good is random.

Why so serious?